"You stood on a sepulchral place, and My Son was near you "

I have come to the God on July, 28th 1995г. But, the god as I understand now, prepared me for a repentance long ago. In my life the God carried the work over me when I did not suspect His interventions in my life. There were many situations in my life , where my life had to stop, but I survived, and my life continued further . The god was my guard , though I did not understand it . But once after one incident in my life I understood that it was the God, and He guarded me . There were two children in my family when it was happened. Unexpectedly ,I do not know how it was happened, but as our people say “If there is vodka , an occasion will be”, I began to drink hard. I left my house and my family , it was indifferent for me at that moment. I went into debt because vodka served for me as food and drink.
Many days of my drinking passed , I borrowed money for a bottle and left already with a bottle far away from human eyes and also I told to myself; « Now I will drink for bravery and it will become easier for me, because I wanted to committ suicide. Nobody needs in me in this life. Why will I burden my family. It is more better for me to finish with my life. But I did not know that the God thought differently.
I drank some vodka and disconnected at once , I forgot everything at once. When some time passed, I slept off my drunkenness, rose and I heard the voice of my conscience or senses: « You have a family, children. They will leave to the mercy of fate. » I felt uncomfortable , I looked back, but there was nobody. I wanted to go home very much, to my relatives . And at that time in the church, which my wife visited, people prepared for a water christening. That year she had to accept a christening. I came home and I told my wife: « Forgive me, all of this has already bothered me, I will never do it .There are people who live not bad, I am not worse than they . I also want to live as they. I want, that the God has forgiven me ». We have together gone on service, it was Wednesday. I accepted Jesus in my heart, I repented before the God of the sins. The God released me from those dirty affairs. On Sunday I approached to the priest and said ,that I had a desire to accept a water christening. Further there passed the conversations with the christened. As a result I was resolved to accept christening . The wife says me: « You know, being in such condition, that you even have left home, I trusted, that the God would save you. This is my desire and belief before the God, that the God is strong to make everything, and even impossible. I had a desire before the God, that we would together
accept a christening ». And we have together accepted a christening.
And we make sure once again , that the God is never late , He always comes in necessary situation in time. Also He warns us, of something too in time.
And we must resolve ,how we perceive it and how much serious we relate to it . Do we maintain these relations , that stretched Divine hand to us. It is His favour.
The God does not abuse anybody !
The God won my heart over my children , which I love . I have understood, that the Lord’s award is to have children. And it means also my blessing.
For today our family has many children. I repeatedly saw, how the God helped us in heavy
situations. There were cases when we did not have even a bread in the house .The god has not left us. Miraculously the God used people (not knowing the God), for the bread was on our table. And now, thank God, there is not only a bread on our table.
The God has confirmed my repentance with a prophetical word: « You stood on a sepulchral place, and my Son was near you ».
Amen .